Thank God
So I wait and I wait
And I run myself in the same old circles
I sit and I stare
And I run old scenes through my tired head
- Best I’ll Ever Be, Sister Hazel
This song stirs me… I hope I could watch Just Like Heaven tomorrow. Tomorrow will be the X-mas party with my PNU classmates and I still have not bought a gift for the exchange gift part.
I am almost done with Vikram Seth’s "An Equal Music" and though the story’s engaging, I cant help but feel disappointed at Julia’s choices. I once wrote an article about clandestine affairs for our school paper back in college and as an end note I said something like whether love can justify an immoral action. There it goes again… Love.
i have stopped asking, figuring the why’s, how’s, and what’s that possibly make up love. it is a futile effort. I know i would not discover any universal answer if i went on asking. So, i stopped. Love is just love. You feel it without really exacting reasons why you feel it for a certain person. All cliches pertaining to it are right in one way or the other and therefore arguing whether one’s cliche on it is wrong or not, valid or not is just a waste of time… waste of brain cells and saliva… or energy. Let love be… just allow it to grow in your heart, mind, or soul… or wherever you want it to grow. love is everywhere… to a certain degree and level. So there… there, I wouldn’t allow myself to ask another question that runs like why you do this or that for love… something like that.
- last year’s musings
