so much to say
Our last night in El Nido was quite emotional… not because we would leave the place soon.
There are times in your life that you allow the emotional tide to swallow you alive, leaving you quite disoriented. The night before, rosary and i talked about someone important in her life. Ive seen how rosary and jen fall in love. They can be the most unselfish people when it comes to their significant others. To them, when you love a person, you show them how much you love them… you take the risks. I feel I am not as brave as them.
I give so much regard for self-preservation… I hate it when I feel hurt just because of someone. I get so defensive. It has its advantages, but as what Ive told rosary, I have to live with regrets.
Anyway, I am thrown off balance again. I hope i could really draw the line this time.
