responsibility
responsibility sucks…
- Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy
I could very well relate with today’s episode of Grey’s Anatomy. Most of the time, I am tired of living as an adult. Just like Grey, I wish to stay as a
child since you are not really expected to take charge of your life. There’s your parents who take care of you. And as a child, you are expected to play
rather than make a living or face responsibilities.
The episode also tackled about looking beyond the surface… in short, dont judge the book by its cover. There are reasons why a certain person acts
this way… That’s why it’s important to know the person very well before making any judgements or prejudices.
It also said something about knowing when to talk and how to handle sensitive and crucial information that will surely affect someone’s life big time.
Sometimes, i find myself staring blankly at anything that I can lay my eyes on. How many times do I find myself saying that I am lost and wishes to
just evaporate to escape from all of these? So many times that I can barely count.
I certainly find myself at times saying that I hate the responsibilities I have chosen to face… If only I could take some of them back and move on
without feeling burdened or guilt. But things don’t work that way…
Before I even decided to accept this new job, I thought I could handle whatever that comes my way. However, I now feel like I am so mistaken… that
I just deceived myself for believing that I can do this. I am lost… and yet, I cannot just back away because of this responsibility. That as an adult, I
have to stand by the decisions I have made.
There’s still time to fix certain things… right now, I am weighing the things or actions I have chosen. I am reflecting on the path I have chosen
because I believe somewhere I’ll find my way…
