still awake
just thinking of all those pending work makes me want to get some rest… but then i still cant force myself to sleep or do what i am supposed to do.
Saturday has been busy. We still have to attend to this seminar that ran the whole day… Though, the good thing is Ive learned a thing or two from the seminar. But most of all, I now feel so much pressure to do something about disciplining my students. They are not afraid of me because I really dont get mad at them. Students nowadays are too restless and have short attention span. Ang hirap nila imanage sobra that oftentimes I find myself out of voice. As in pumipiyok na ako para marinig nila ako… wa epek pa rin. Nagiisip na ako ng paraan para magpay attention naman sila. Frustrating kasi na they dont listen at all and then they get below passing marks sa exam. Pag ganun pati ako nadedemoralize. Parang feeling ko I am not doing my job at all.
Kaya ayun ang dami ko pa talaga dapat matutunan at iaayusin.
Buti na lang nakapagrelax naman ng konti kanina… nalibre ng sine. 
Nakakaiyak pala ang Click. Though I missed the Friday gig of Urbandub at 6UG. Hay miss ko na manood ng gigs. Miss ko na kumanta…
