pain
If you are full of pain, you don’t have to let the whole world know that you are drowning in pain. You don’t have to wear that I-am-hurting-so-much face 24/7. Because people may sympathize and share your pain, but that will be only for a moment. Sooner or later, those people will be busy with their own lives… they will forget your hurts.
Shout out your pains and hurts once or twice… and then force yourself to move on. It’s not easy but it’s the only way to keep yourself together.
Anyway, last night, I was able to watch Grey’s Anatomy on Studio 23 again. Wah, I wish Dr. Derek Shepard will stop pursuing Meredith. I don’t like Meredith anymore. I don’t know but somehow I feel sad for Addison, the former wife of Derek. Although she is also to be blamed for losing his husband.